rush hour

i just realized something about me.

i am either rushing to get into a relationship

or

rushing to get away.

hmmmmm.

as a new behavior pattern, i'm trying to just sit with where things are. kind of let people come to me. like my cat does when i'm just sitting on the couch.

i get better results that way...with my cat at least.

i dunno. time to stop rushing around in relationship-land. what would life be like if i just smelled the love(ly) roses?