ashamed to be a american female photographer

anne liebowitz asks the queen to remove her crown because it is "too dressy."

not only is the logic behind this remarkable, the lack of tact is equally appalling.

no wonder they hate foreigners.

i'm thinking of becoming a british male film eraser.

(that just sounds so dirty and risque, doesn't it! delish!)

what is sexy?

this whole topic brings up the point of what is sexy, anyway?

everyone has their own definition.

for me, it involves attraction, some mystery & suspense, a great voice, an undetermined level of interest, offset by references to vague future plans. that is sexy to me.

that was my conversation with my ex last night, we'll call him mr. busy.

ayiyi, yes, he is sexy.

of course i just spent 6 months getting over his sexiness. clearly, i think he's sexy.

reconciliation

i've been trying for months to reconcile things with my last ex. both in my head & in reality.

a few days ago i finally left him a voicemail telling him exactly that - and tonite he called.

it's the oddest thing. sometimes it takes you just forever to figure out what your objective is or why you're doing something. but then if you can verbalize it, people (especially guys) know what to do with it.

how wierd. it's so much easier to just ask for things rather than to keep trying to get them without asking.

why have i wasted so many years beating around the bush with people when i could have just said what i wanted? ayiyi.

maybe because it's hard to be sexy and honest at the same time. but i guess sometimes the stars align...