doc is in the house...

ok, well, he will be. :) he's planning a visit, just confirming dates.

v. excited.

anonymous wrote a comment a few days ago about being friends. sure. i'll try. but this is like asking a starving person to sit down at a banquet & not eat.

but i can dream about it, if i can't do it all right...

the show goes on...

my doc is still around. that's his new online name.

he's been calling & texting & is super affectionate & interested in me. it looks like he just might be a keeper.

i'm currently planning a trip to LA to see mr. busy & will see if my doc wants me to take extra days to see him, or what his schedule is like. he already said he will fly me out, but if i'm already there might make sense to just go over there.

mr. NY is going to come visit also when he gets back in the country, so that should be cool.

my doc is clearly first choice but given that i've known him only a week, mr. NY a couple years, and mr. busy like 15 years, i will keep them around. at least until i have something going on with my doc. given that he's in CA, it would be a few months before either of us is even living in the same place - even if we tried - and i just don't trust guys enough to try to have an exclusive relationship long-distance.

but it's nice to have options. and right now my doc is clearly making me happy.

i like.