kitty news!

yea, request for kitty news. kitty came back! any little fool could see, he was crazy, to just run off without me! ;)

so after 2 nights he came running across the neighbor's lawn meowing full force & headed straight for his food dish. he ended up with a spot of something on his leg, which he had licked clean so it looked all yucky. i scheduled a vet appt but then it seems to be healing, so i'll just take him for kitty shots instead & if the nurse gasps, sign up for the doc. save about $100 that way.

he's been indoors since his last escapade. sleeping like a loggy. well, that is, when he's not meowing to go out. but no go until his leg gets ok from the pros.

i guess i'll have to resign myself to a life of kittys & men that come & go at will & without warning...

new guy seems to be somewhat like i am, unsure. but he's not asking me out so i've been seeing where that stands. we tried to get together yesterday at my request but the option was to follow him to a hotrod street car show at foxboro stadium & the traffic that way is ugh. i already went by the stadium yesterday anyway to a client meeting so not fun. today i asked him about my friend's band playing tonite (remember the bitchy bachlorette? her now-husband used to play in it) so we'll see what excuses he makes. if any, i am done asking to see him.

in the meantime, mr. NY is in the picture again so i have company as i fight my baby angst again. urgh.

having a very hard time accepting the decisions i've either made or NOT made in life. much anxiety lately & nowhere to turn. oh yes, i can turn my head to hear kitty meow. the birds are calling him & he can't come out & play.

darn it.

lucky birds.

america's next top model

my obsession. yea. bravo ran a whole season so that's my activity today if new guy doesn't show up.

inside my air-conditioned place - for the first time this summer. yea for A/C.

now. if i just had my kitty i would be happy.

[sends out catnip vibes to the universe]

grr

well, my kitten for company - wasn't. he's gone. 2 nights now. i'm worried he won't come back. i imagined last night (or heard) him yowing when i called for him, so today i did a short walk of the houses & didn't hear him b/c the wind was blowing. i figure later today if he doesn't show up i'll go look in all the windows of the houses around b/c that's where he'll be if he can be.

i really hope somebody didn't take him. i need to call the girl that said he visits sometimes. hopefully she's not feeling bad for locking him in & then trying to make friends with me. ooh i think evil things of people. i will call her this p.m. if he doesn't show up.

otherwise what do you do. he wanted to be an outdoor cat, not much i can do.

sad. new guy was playing a gig last night so i spent the evening alone. no kitty either. waaah.