losin' my religion

i was just rereading some of my past posts & damn, they're good. some of them are interesting and funny, and definitely thoughtful.

now i just feel like a slug and my posts definitely move about that pace as well. well, the good thing is, no one has come along and thrown salt on me.

oh wait, yeah, that would have been my cheater x. that's probably why i'm not only a slug, but a one with salt in her wounds.

that said, i'm definitely a better person than B4 i dated him. which all goes to show you, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

bring on the salt.

so back to the lack of interesting blog. i do have things to blog about. i'm now meeting new, hot guys offline as well, in real life, with 3D personalities and ones that don't fade into nothing after you don't put out after the 3rd date.

but me, i'm different. maybe i'm grown up now. maybe i'm boring. maybe i've got baby-itis. or lack of baby-itis. but whatever it is, i'm just not the same blogger. i've morphed over time into someone new.

so here's to salt in the new year. salt on my wounds, salt with my margaritas, gargling with salt cuz of sore throat. wait, that isn't sexy.

ok, so 2007 is about sexy redefined then.

if being pithy and sarcastic isn't sexy, i guess all there is left is

ME.

here's to sexy me in 2007.

comin' up...roses???

so here i back am in single online dating land.

one of the first to welcome me back was a guy i met up with a year ago. who, turns out, was married. or in his version, separated. you can see my tirade here

i was oddly attracted to him, although he couldn't get me a cup of coffee even it seemed, and so said, ok, well, when you get divorced call me.

so he called me. a year later.

how hot am i? i rock.

my hotness aside, needless to say, after cheater boy, do you think i went out with liar boy?

identity crisis

wow, it's wierd to be single again. it took me months to just feel like i was part of a couple, now that's gone and i'm single again.

apparently i have a weak identity in the first place, something i need to work on. but now here i am back in single land (with all its perks, not that i'm complaining ;) but going wow,

here i am.

seeing single again.

with the one benefit of that -- no more double vision. ;)

World's worst pickup lines

So I'm on match, and here's two winners. One guy, we'll call him Chris cuz his name is Chris, writes to me a couple times, things are cool, and he suggests to meet up Sunday. I write back ok, and he -- removes his profile. So then he writes to me on Monday, and then when I ask him why his profile is down. Here is what he says:

>How was your w/e?>>I hid my profile for a few reasons, and will do that whenever I feel>I'm too busy to make any new contacts. Match is so time consuming that>I just need to take a break from making any new 'aquaintances', and>pursue the ones I have already made...such as you. I'm busy at work>right now, so I'm just pacing myself.... I cancelled my home phone>and don't have email at home right now until I get my cable modem>going, so I don't spend much time on match anyways. That's why I never>saw your response on Fri, and just got it this morning.>>Gotta run, maybe we can catch up tonight.>>Chris>>Second email-------->>PS...I really just didn't want my wife to see it up there.... ha ha ha!

How's that for honesty from a married guy?

Here's the next winner. He's just so positive about me and life that it is SO attractive.

My time on Match is about to end tomorrow after 6 months. So I onlyhave one more day of pain! (smile) I think I am going to take a breakfrom Match for a few months until maybe the New Year unless I getmarried or die or both. Before my current time is up, I thought that Iwould just say what the hell and go ahead and write those in myFavorites. You did not hear me, but I just said what the hell.There is nothing not to like about your profile, and I do not see youbeing around Match very long. There are several things in particularthat I like. If you are interested in communicating, it would be greatto hear from you. I am not sure if you will have access to my photosafter you read this, so email me if you like at ...

Take care, David.

Wow, girls, get in line for these winners.

Some days it's great to be single.

hot boy...

so went out last night to hear a friends' band play, and there was this HOT guy there in suit and tie. mmm...he came over and talked. told me all kinds of stories about traveling (mongolia, eating goats etc.) and cool stuff. he's an engineer, a military brat, and fun. we have a lot in common and it was awesome. he even broke horses in CA. he so clearly wanted to make out, even pulled out the gum and was talking with his arm around me like 3 inches from my face. but not being a trashy bar girl, i figured if he wasn't buying me drinks & asking me out, he wasn't gettin' shit.

anyhow, i'm busy being hit on by him, and he's asking me what i'm doing this weekend, but he's avoiding me q's so i know he's got a girl and doing what my exhole was doing on me for the past few months. anyhow, had a great time dancing with him and generally being hit on until he got my number.

i gave it to him but wrote "don't call me if you've got a girl." his closer was "you should come over to lowell and we can meet up and hear this band play in this club." like right.

anyhow, i'm hot. feels good. even though it takes more a**holes to make me feel this way, at least they're good for something.

this guy's friend had just got married and was grabbing us girls. damn. i could have married that!

sometimes life just keeps getting better and better. right now is one of those moments. :)

he was a cheater boy

...i said see ya later boy.

fuck that.

he did.

waiting to exhale

ok, i know i haven't written for a while. but i've been kinda thinking this current relationship, like all my others, would have some sort of short-term limit & just crash and burn. but here we are, after my birthday party last night. and my boy showed up early to the party, brought me a dozen red roses (v nice from xpensive florist), gave me a luxury day planner as a gift, gave me a sweet card, and generally was just awesome. i mention all these things because the other guys that busted up, didn't give me anything for my b-day in some cases, forgot about it, or whatnot.

so now it looks like i have a genuine relationship. oh, and i forgot the last thing. he came home with me to find "getting to i do" on my bed, obviously being read, and didn't leave immediately. lol.

ok, so now phase 2 commences. it's been six months with boy, and now i'm trying to make the transition from single girl to couple girl. and it's wierd b/c my single girlfriends are now treating me different. i'm sure i'm treating them dif too, but gees, this is harder than it looks. i don't want to lose them.

wierd when you become a couple something has to go. oh well, hopefully it'll just get better. i'll keep you posted, now that i can...

exhale.

boilin' over...

still dating hot guy. still happy. still surprised. ;)

damn.

some like it hot...

so i've been dating this really hot guy for a while. v. v. happy.

that's all i have to say.

NV me! :)