waiting to exhale

ok, i know i haven't written for a while. but i've been kinda thinking this current relationship, like all my others, would have some sort of short-term limit & just crash and burn. but here we are, after my birthday party last night. and my boy showed up early to the party, brought me a dozen red roses (v nice from xpensive florist), gave me a luxury day planner as a gift, gave me a sweet card, and generally was just awesome. i mention all these things because the other guys that busted up, didn't give me anything for my b-day in some cases, forgot about it, or whatnot.

so now it looks like i have a genuine relationship. oh, and i forgot the last thing. he came home with me to find "getting to i do" on my bed, obviously being read, and didn't leave immediately. lol.

ok, so now phase 2 commences. it's been six months with boy, and now i'm trying to make the transition from single girl to couple girl. and it's wierd b/c my single girlfriends are now treating me different. i'm sure i'm treating them dif too, but gees, this is harder than it looks. i don't want to lose them.

wierd when you become a couple something has to go. oh well, hopefully it'll just get better. i'll keep you posted, now that i can...

exhale.