the more the merrier

as the laws of attraction go, the guy i like hasn't shown up again, so i've responded to nearly every guy that wrote to me on POF. what the heck. i ended up liking this guy & thought i wouldn't so i'll give it a try.

going to see the tall ships today. should be fun. :) sunny weather, yea.

might end up with a POF date, we'll see.

movin' right along...

last night in a drunk moment i wrote mr. NY a pissed off e-mail saying if you didn't feel the need to lie to me (about the status of our non-relationship) i might still be seeing you. do you really think women like to hear s***? he'll probably be pissed, and good. months of not being able to tell me the truth, that he didn't want to date me.

at last my ex-cap told me the truth.

grrrr. annoyed.

new guy

so i met a new guy. we'll call him New Guy.

met him online, POF.com. he's - shockingly - my age. normal. cool. nice. we've met up exactly twice. day before the 4th, and the 4th with my friends.

i am in like. serious like.

for one thing, he is super affectionate like my (ex)cap, but cares about me. unlike my (ex)cap. he is also smart like mr. ny. but doesn't treat me dismissively as he does.

yeah i know, i figured this all out in 2 dates. yes. but that's ok. this guy may not come back again (although he didn't say he'd call, which is a good sign) but even if he doesn't, he reminded me - sweet, cool guys exist.

i don't need to go round & round in circles chasing my tail to find them.

ah.

now we wait [taps fingers on table...]