sparkles

what is it about marriage that takes the sparkle right out of a girl's eye? that makes her tired and aged?

scares the hell out of me. i've seen it happen to so many of my friends. what i can't figure out, is it just the aging process? (i feel old and tired too, even though someone at work just told me she thought i was 10 yrs younger than my age). or is it the marriage process?

i don't want to lose my sparkle.

i just want to say, i [something] you

so there's this wierd thing about being single that you don't know quite where to put men in your life. i have a friend who turns all her guys who didn't turn out to be the one into friends. i guess i could do that. but i just kinda lose interest in communicating with them if i'm not interested in them. or if they're not interested in me. interest is a big aphrodisiac.

so back to these boys. i guess i could friend them. i might as well. but the interesting part is in the choice. if i were married, i wouldn't have this choice.

not that there's anything wrong with that.