new guy

so i met a new guy. we'll call him New Guy.

met him online, POF.com. he's - shockingly - my age. normal. cool. nice. we've met up exactly twice. day before the 4th, and the 4th with my friends.

i am in like. serious like.

for one thing, he is super affectionate like my (ex)cap, but cares about me. unlike my (ex)cap. he is also smart like mr. ny. but doesn't treat me dismissively as he does.

yeah i know, i figured this all out in 2 dates. yes. but that's ok. this guy may not come back again (although he didn't say he'd call, which is a good sign) but even if he doesn't, he reminded me - sweet, cool guys exist.

i don't need to go round & round in circles chasing my tail to find them.

ah.

now we wait [taps fingers on table...]