being ignored

i'm pondering my reaction to this. new guy tends to ignore things occasionally, last night it was a sexy text i sent. he might not have gotten it, but it is so opposite of mr. NY.

i just can't deal. the anxiety rush is huge and i am just not up for that.

was walking around "looking" at this feeling i had. trying to figure out how it worked. a good step. but ultimately there are deal-breakers, and this is one of them.

oddly enough, it also makes me want the guy more, but i am not going to let that happen. i am just plainly stating what i want from him, no games, and if he's not up for it, let's just move on.