...it's raining men...

well, ok. it's raining anyway. and this blog is about men. i mean - me. but anyway.

i have been trying to figure out what to do with this blog. in the past i pdf'd a bunch of it. i went to do the same just now but doesn't seem to work well. hmmm. anyhow. the pdf program is at work so that would be a little awkward to get seen.

i thought about taking it down. i feel it has lived its usefulness. and i thought i was happily ensconsed in a relationship. finally.

until this week! this week, after 6 months of seeing my new guy, i am suddenly claustrophobic. yes. that's a surprise. right? yeah, right.

so i guess here i am back writing again as i struggle with my own r-ship angst.

not that we're IN one.

i set it up to be non-exclusive. which is all well and good. except that we went on a cruise together, and now are going away again for the 3rd time. and we see each other on weekends. and during the week. so it's some sort of something.

so maybe i will actually write in this blog more. i dunno. privacy being what it is, and all, i wasn't really excited about the idea of the whole world (of the 5 people that might care) learning all about my history. there's some pretty personal stuff on here. but then. i just read ben franklin's auto-biography. that's pretty personal too.

hmmmmm.

and. for those two readers i have, i thank you! i would like to think my experience might have some sort of echo in the hearts & minds of my readers. nobody has all the answers & sometimes just realizing you're not alone - which is a big need the WWW fulfills - makes online blogging worth it.

so in the meantime, the blog is in limbo. we will see what we will see...

it does come up first though, in google, when you google the title. so. heck. progress.

:)

it's raining progress.