is it me?

i just don't get guys nowdays.

they flit, flirt, they flee.

or is it me?

then you're supposed to be all understanding and supportive of men.

of what?

of mirages?

they're not really there. who is really there? they just pretend. you're their fun for the moment, then they move on.

along this line i deleted mr. russia's phone number from my phone. on the same day he just got voted one of his city's most eligible bachelors in their city magazine.

oh well, he really won't have time now.

i also told him off, in a nice way, that our communication styles were different. i just didn't like to be disappeared on. and he likes to come and go, that's the way he is. nothing wrong with that, i just don't like it. i've known how he is, i mean i've known him since he was 12. another friend of mine also commented on the same thing, so it's not me.

anyhow, so i'm going to go away. i'm sure i won't hear from him again. and i guess i shouldn't care. he's a good friend - in that he's an old friend. but not a hang-around-with-friend. i just have to accept that.

i have a happy life with guys who actually DO respond to me & want to see me. like mr. ny who is keeping in touch cross-continent. what do i need guys for that don't even respond when i say i'm coming back to town?

bah humbug.