step away from the boy...#400

isn't this about the 400th time i've done this?

this time it's sax boy, who i'm crazy crushed on. but he's crazy & won't see me. too hard to explain. so i've said i'm done communicating online. if you want to SEE ME call. other wise i'm done.

i loved having a buddy to chat with every day but can't keep that up for too long if you actually LIKE the guy. so time to move on & see if he comes back.

if he doesn't, he wasn't mine anyway...

i have this tendency to prefer guys that don't like me. i need to fix that.

while i ignore guys that do. like mr. separated, who i'm going away with this weekend to VT. yawn.

see?

and yet i want to go away with mr. sax, (aka new guy from before) who is certified C.R.A.Z.Y. but i love. i just can't tell if he's a diamond in the rough, or just rough. i'm guessing just rough.

but. oh well. time will tell.

if he L.O.V.E.S. me back.