time warp

it is the wierdest thing. time just seems to speed up after i see guys i like & i get all anxious & think i'll never hear from them again.

and then i do a reality check - like, when did i talk to them last? & in the case of mr. big it was only ..... 5 days ago.

gasp.

it feels like 5 months.

5 days. that's nothing. that's not enough time for anyone to miss anyone. for any new news to transpire. unless it's critical developments (like my company being sold!)

damn time warp.

john gray writes about how when people are uncertain time speeds up for women & slows down for men. clearly this is the case. ugh.

i need to unwarp my speed.