new people

well of course i never stop meeting new people. even though i think i will.

today the leader of the meetup group that i hadn't seen for a while (not mr. meetup, that's another guy) texted me and i ended up meeting him and another girl (she's super cool) for walking around, drinks, etc. we ended up at the meetup to see 500 days of summer tonite, way cool. highly suggest it.

i have a date lined up for next week with a super cute capricorn (yes, we love/hate caps) from POF, and then i met a cool guy at the meetup who works for the FDIC. yes, we also love smart boys. earlier on today i talked with two other guys from POF, one of whom i'd chatted online with a bit before. so i could also meet them, but think, uh, not sure. maybe just two new guys at once is ok as opposed to 4.

so i have two new dates.

this week i decided i won't be having kids, momentous decision. i actually marked the time & date also. for the record.

so there goes the baby angst and the pressure on Must Find A Man. now i can just relax & enjoy my rebound guys from new guy. or last man. i don't think i want to give him a name actually, i'll just make every guy i see New Guy and confuse the hell out of all of us. because as you know, it's me. no guy ever gets old. they're new, and then they're gone.

someday. someday when i'm 80 i'll be dating a guy who isn't new. that will be just b/c he is old.

lest you think i am all obsessed about men all the time, which i am, i'm actually going out to meet PEOPLE. not new guys. but there are usually no people but guys that want to meet me. because of my health i flake often & those that know me know this, and probably that's why they don't ask me out. so my phone doesn't ring all weekend, and i have no family here and i cry because i'm so lonely and then i well, you know.

so i guess meeting guys is the new thing. except for the meetup group which is cool. i will just hang with strangers in between my friends' husbands and boyfriends being out of town, which is the only time they call.

yes, it's hard to be single at 40.