black is back

well, i am up & down, all over the place emotionally. it helps to talk to my married friends, some of whom have been miserable for years. puts everything in perspective.

right now i need an unhappily married blog to read. any of those around?

i need to know that it's not more fun in the sandbox.

to help, i'm remembering my friends that settled & how i have felt sorry for them. always. they're getting what they wanted in terms of r-ships & moving on, but they never were the shiny happy people again that i knew when they were single.

of course there are lots of happily married people, but heck, i don't want to think about them right now. they are fine anyway, they don't need me for anything. i don't need them either. let them be.

to combine two favorite movies:

"mawwaige....bah humbug!"