done

i don't want to be here anymore. there is nothing for me.

there is no man that i respect in my life. there will apparently never be any.

i have no friends. i have no family of my own.

i will be spending saturday night alone. and sunday night alone. and monday night alone. because there is no one that i want to spend it with, who also wants to spend it with me.

i didn't settle. therefore i have no husband, no children, no family, no companionship. i am lonely.

what is the point in even trying again? i will never date anyone again. i will never believe another man.

i will always be seeing single.

my eternal damnation.