just sit there & stew

this concept of sitting with your feelings & just waiting to see what happens next is a totally new one for me. my feelings tend to scream "JUST DO IT!" and often doing anything is the worst thing at all. b/c usually when you feel that strongly, you don't know exactly what to do. or at least i don't. being relationship challenged & thinking that down is up.

so i'm sitting with my feelings & doing. absolutely. nothing.

tonite i'm gonna try not to think either (even harder than not doing!) so here comes a corona & some great mind-numbing tv & kitten-cuddling.

oh what a relief it is.