annoyance

i continue to text the jerk. not because it's cool, just because i feel like it. i expect he might have blocked me.

but in the offchance he hasn't (he enjoying the ego boost from it), i'm being the only one in his life that's telling him dude, fix your sh*t.

there is always a need in life for people to tell us that. mr. lawyer, one of the guys that i just went on vaca with (and what a vaca it was, omg) used to tell me the most important things about myself that in needed to fix. and he was right. and i started trying to fix them.

so i am providing the same service for the jerk. this "fix-it" text sponsored by seeing-single.

whether or not i ever know this, i know it now: i will be the one that he let get away. & someday he will be sorry about this. even if i never know it. why? i am quality.

i am a quality girl.

now he doesn't like that, he likes being abused. so i started doing some of that too, just so he would feel at home. but in general, i only do that when you have stepped on my toes. so i yell back.

i wonder who i'll be dating next. i'm kinda looking forward to it. the good thing is, I will be different. that's the only way you change the type of people you date. you change YOURSELF first & then your r-ships are different.

hmmm. who will he be?