fading

well the happy glow from mr. big lasted until just now. so that means - it lasts three whole days.

which is good.

however i still have how many days until i'll see him again? or even hear from him?

this is the hard part for me. liking a challenge & my space but filling up my time until those who like yet MORE space reappear.

oh well.

i had a great date last night, so much fun! best yet. which all goes to show - show up! he was fun, articulate, & i had a blast.

you really can't tell with people, who you will enjoy & who you won't. in fact people actually dislike mr. big, who i completely adore. well, yeah, most of him, lol.

life is funny. people are unpredictable. but through it all - just showing up is a really good thing! i guess i'll keep doing it...who's next?