replicator, anyone? anyone?

very depressed lately & crying in my milk.

if i had any milk...

ok. anyhow. whytf do i have to just refuse to settle? i could have settled - even for the last guy i dated that didn't have sexy breath - & be on my way to a happy r-ship. instead i demand to really want the guy i am with.

and so i am single.

botheration.

i don't know what i'd do without facebook. friends on there keep me going since i haven't spoken to anyone all day except my cat & the people at the dollar store. of course i turned down a couple invites today, it's not that no one loves me. just not the right people.

mr. ny wrote from his country, yea. i haven't heard back yet from mr. big though who continues to prefer it if i ignore him for days at a time. i'm trying hard to walk away from his rejective behavior but it's just so hard. i've never dated a guy who is more warm & fuzzy when he is around. i'm busy trying hard to get that somewhere else.

anyone have a star trek replicator for sale?