open space

there is this thing in the conferences i'm going to about creating space.

so excited.

now that my ex-cap didn't want that space he held in my heart, i can give it to someone else. or keep it for me.

i am so thankful. he freed up not only that space, but my guilt.

i realized, as i told him today in a text, i always blamed myself for us not getting along. now i realize that i will be able to get along with a guy that really loves me!

exhaling.