can't help who ya love

i just really like mr. big. i can't even explain it. the same as the last time i dated him. being with him just fills this part of me that i don't know about, and can't identify. but after being with him, i feel whole.

i don't mean this in a cliche way. something about him fills this emotional need that i have & i really feel warm & fuzzy all over after being with him.

last night he asked me over to watch the game. that's all we did & i had a blast. right until i had to get home to sleep & realized i didn't have AM 680 at my house! so i scrambled around & found it online & heard the last of it while i was running my bathwater, mmmmm. nothing like a good baseball game in the bathtub with your rubber duckies. lol.

and yes, i have rubber duckies. i found them at the dollar store. they're made in china so they don't float right. their little beaks are heavier than the rest of their body so they fall forward. i wonder if american rubber duckies do this?

the last little yellow duckie i had was a soap duckie. he finally bit the water a couple months ago so i invested in a little family of rubber duckies.

ok, i digress. mr. big.

it's so strange that now that we're not dating, he's asking me to do all the things i wanted to do when we were. meet some of his friends. just hang.

i dunno, i suppose it means nothing, since he said not to get attached. but i so like him.

since i'm not supposed to get attached, i signed up again with a new profile for online dating. my first interactions prove to be funny. i'll share in another blog...

i also want to respond to princess b's comments about relationships. i'll get to that shortly. i guess i should really work now. if i don't, my company might go under, lol. or get bought out. or cut into pieces like wachovia.

or not. laughing, i mean.